AverageLife

I can't take it anymore
or may be i can
But do i have to wait
for any particular instance

I can't change the past
neither can take in the present
it affects my mood here & there
should i get used to
this new regular average decent.

Even the new normal might not be promising
It will have its downs
something or the other will  be dimishing
but does it imply
i stick to my thorough calculations
let it happen as it is
as it has also moments of affections.

i guess that is what compromise looks like
trading love for occassional dislike
I guess things will continue as they are
Lets keep testing the patience
may be its not too bad on life canvas.