last effort

I am so stupid,
I don't understand you
Neither I pondered
Or cared to define you

I have not explored
The hypothetical questions
Never asked myself
Nor visualized the situation

The people who know me
Never cared to ask
Since it's important to you
I am going to do the task

I might have said something
I don't know it myself
I can't even kill an ant
How I explain myself

My feelings are honest
Care to look inside me
Don't judge me by my words
Try to understand me

Just for the time being
Consider to ignore it
Once you know me
You won't ask me.

I believe in god
The events that bound us
I believe in the feelings
That I think define us

I can handle anything
Or the worst things that pain me
But this situation is mere an illusion
Try to look beyond it.

Just ask yourself
Contemplate over your feelings
Should such events
Define our tellings.

It's a request, an apology
A sincere demand for all time of ours
Don't let it go
For mere doubts of yours

Bas Ehsaas!

Tumhari har subah bas khilti rahe
Har Shaam mehekti rahe,
Bas ye muskan bani rahe
chahe kitne hi din badalte rahe

Na hi koi Gam tumhe choo paye
Na to Koi pareshani, koi aabhas karaye
Chameli ki khushbu ki tarah
Khushi ki mehek tum mein Basi rahe

Zindagi ke iss raaste mein
Koi kaanta chubh bhi Jaye
Kabhi thokar lag bhi jaye
To bas ye yaad rakhna
pyar ka marham esa denge
Iss raaste ko foolo se saja denge

Ab ye sawal na karna ki
Esa kya Hai tujhme
Iss ehsaas ko
Iss ehsaas ko
Shabdo mein badalne ki Samajh
kahan Hai mujhme