I am so foolish!

I do not understand
what I have been doing wrong
should I take a stand
Or mesmerize others song

Why I am so foolish
In comprehending this social construct
How much to give
How much to resist from self-destruct

Should I change my nature
And solve this complex equation
Or listen to my heart
And don't give fucks to the situation

I just don't know
How to convey, I am the best for you
I can manage, adjust a lot, but
Its not that I will die without you

I just couldn't grow enough
To draw that line between you and I
How much to show I care for you
How much to hide to protect my "I"

I also feel pity that
You will lose me with your level of thoughts
It's not your fault, nor you can control
May be there is some "you"
Who can resonate with my clocks.