last effort

I am so stupid,
I don't understand you
Neither I pondered
Or cared to define you

I have not explored
The hypothetical questions
Never asked myself
Nor visualized the situation

The people who know me
Never cared to ask
Since it's important to you
I am going to do the task

I might have said something
I don't know it myself
I can't even kill an ant
How I explain myself

My feelings are honest
Care to look inside me
Don't judge me by my words
Try to understand me

Just for the time being
Consider to ignore it
Once you know me
You won't ask me.

I believe in god
The events that bound us
I believe in the feelings
That I think define us

I can handle anything
Or the worst things that pain me
But this situation is mere an illusion
Try to look beyond it.

Just ask yourself
Contemplate over your feelings
Should such events
Define our tellings.

It's a request, an apology
A sincere demand for all time of ours
Don't let it go
For mere doubts of yours

Bas Ehsaas!

Tumhari har subah bas khilti rahe
Har Shaam mehekti rahe,
Bas ye muskan bani rahe
chahe kitne hi din badalte rahe

Na hi koi Gam tumhe choo paye
Na to Koi pareshani, koi aabhas karaye
Chameli ki khushbu ki tarah
Khushi ki mehek tum mein Basi rahe

Zindagi ke iss raaste mein
Koi kaanta chubh bhi Jaye
Kabhi thokar lag bhi jaye
To bas ye yaad rakhna
pyar ka marham esa denge
Iss raaste ko foolo se saja denge

Ab ye sawal na karna ki
Esa kya Hai tujhme
Iss ehsaas ko
Iss ehsaas ko
Shabdo mein badalne ki Samajh
kahan Hai mujhme

Beautiful morning!

Let the sun to shine bright,
let the birds sing for you
Let's welcome the beautiful day ahead
a very good morning to you

You have the serenity
of an early morning sun
You have the kindness
Like the tranquility of a pond

Your glamour can beat
sun reflection through window.
The smile on your face
Is like a gateway to meadow

Your waving hair is that magic
Even wind,
Even wind dances to it's music
Earth has to rotate everyday
Due to gravity that's so tragic
Even it wants to cherish you
In this beautiful morning magic

Samajhdar ho Gaya Hai tu!

Ab hum bade ho Gaye Hain
Uth Kar khade ho Gaye Hain
Doosro ko peeche chod
aage badhna seekh Gaye Hain
Ab hum bade ho Gaye Hain

Ab Dil se jyada
dimaag ki sunne lage Hain
Pyari si muskan par bhi
Shak karne lage Hain
Chote se bacche ko bhi
Paiso se lubhane lage Hain
Uphaar ki kimat prem se jyada maan Gaye Hain
Ab hum hoshiyar ho Gaye hain

Mehetvapoorna vishyo pe
charcha karne lage Hain
Aur chai sutte mein
Unhi vishyo ko udane lage hain
Kuch banne ke jazbe ko, kabiliyat ko
Upyogita se maapne lag pade hain
Ab hum kamyaab ho chale hain

Anubhav ke bhoj ko
Sanjoke rakhe hue hain
Doosro ke Gam se jyada
apni Khushi ki parwah Karne lage Hain
Pariwar mein hasne khelne se jyada
Vyatigat samay ko jaruri jaanne lage hain
Iss duniya mein jeene ki jagah
Isse ladne ki taiyaari Karne lag gaye hain
Ab hum samajhdar ho gaye hain

Bas bahut hua...

Na koi Shikva Hai
Na hi koi aas
Tumne itna door kiya Hai
Ab na koi rahi pyaas

Kabhi hum yu hi yaad Kar Lete hain
Na hi koi khwahish Hai
Na hi Tera intezaar

Bas ek Naam reh Gaya hai
Jaise koi ehsaas
Na hi ye tujhse juda Hai
Na hi Dil ke paas

Tu Kya cheez Hai
Iska bhi hamne karaya aabhas
Ab hum hi nhi rahe to
Kya hi Teri aukat

Mother's day

kehne ko to bahut kuch hai
lekin kya sabdo se bayaan ho payega
wo tumhara jhaadu se marna
haath se thak ke chapplo se marna
esa pyaar kya koi kar payega!

pehle papa se shikayat karna
fir khud hi aakar hamein bachana
rote dekh apne haath se khana khilana
esa dulaar koi kar payega!

wo tumhara navratri ke vrat rakhna
laddoo kheer hamare liye banana
wo exam ke baad question paper padhna
aur hamari saari bakbak dhyaan se sunna
tum itna dhairya aur himmat kaha se laati ho
kaise subah se shaam tak thak na jaati ho
mann bas yahi vichaar mein duba rehta hai
kya ye kabhi wo saahas rakh payega
esa niswarth prem koi kar payega!

kuch dekha parkha zindagi ko hamne
bahut se neta, diggajo ko padha hamne
kaise log mushkilo se takra ke aage badh jaate hain
mere liye to maa, tere hi udaaharan kaam aate hain
tumse hi seekh iss duniya ki parakh kari hamne
kaise "mera baccha sabse accha" kehke bhi
hamari galtiyo ko sudhara tumne
tum ho to apne aap pe garv karte hain
kisi se bhi takra jayenge itni himmat rakhte hain
itne jogi mahatma logo ko dekhta hu lekin
Maa se bada kya koi guru mil payega!

iss choti samajh ne "Pyaar" ko tatola bahut saal
kisi ki aankhen acchi, kisi ki baatein, kisi ke gaal
iss adhoore insaan ko koi kaise chahe bhagwan.
Jane kaise teri mamta mein main samaata hu
upar wale ki chaal hai koi main samajhta hu
bhautik jagat ke gyaan ke liye Geeta ko likh diya
Pyaar samajhane ke liye, tumhe mere paas bhej gaya
itne logo se pyaar kiya, pyaar paya humne
lekin kya koi esa "Unconditional" pyaar kar payega!!!

Free!!!

Free Free Free
I am born free, no tag of nation
I breathe free, unburdened with expectation
I crawl free, in search of my ambition
I cry free, unafraid of retaliation

I look at my father's shadow
I feel love from mother's mellow
immitation starts like monkey in a willow
I lose myself to gratifying meadow

I learn to speak, ready to RocknRoll
I find friends and a stock of  bond
I find myself in a community hole
I further lose, "my unique" soul

You think, you decided where you headed
making all big decisions, time stranded
even your choice of clothes were embodied
number of holes in your body had it sorted

Identified by my passion opinionated by world
I am proud of a nation which i never earned
defined by humanity whom once i created
never asked my soul what it wanted